My Time In the Hot Seat at the Abraham-Hicks Workshop

As I said in a previous post, I was going to the Abraham-Hicks Workshop in Asheville on 5/5/07. It was my full intention to be chosen to sit in the hot seat and I did it! I was able to get myself into a vibe that let Abraham see me

The quote below is what I intended and did ask, though the answer I got, sorta, kinda answered the question I posed but what they had to say to me REALLY hit on what was strongly in my vibration.

This is what I read when I got in the seat.

“Thank you so much for seeing me and allowing me to come to the hot seat I knew you would, but still, thanks is in order.

Okay, so this is my issue. I have had several takes on writing this, but in all cases it seems to boil down to one major thing. My focus has been heavily on “what is” and I know I have the control to change how I see things. I seem to get tripped up by those monsters in the bushes quite often though and my issues remain where they are in a negative place.

On several of the recent CDs, you have made reference to the fact that we have “ridiculous” beliefs, like I’m not worthy, or I’m not enough, that hold us back in getting what is in vibrational escrow for us. I am a pretty good manifester when it deals with items, but when it comes to interactions with other people, my co-creators, I find that I have to deal with the automatic responses that these ridiculous beliefs seem to cause. It is very much like Esther said about feeling like a schizophrenic. I KNOW how I should be feeling, but on the other hand these untrue beliefs come out on a regular basis. I am now more aware of them, but don’t know how to make them dissolve.

How can we deal effectively with the programming that seems to be installed in us as children. For many, the unworthy, unlovable issues are not the result of a single episode in our past that we can work up the emotional scale about, but rather an accumulation of many interactions with different people over the years. Is there a quick way to reprogram ourselves to the rightful place we should be in, the “I am loved, I am worthy” place?”

It was a surreal situation. There the room was packed, and workshop was being video taped. I knew that there was a close up of me, asking my question, on the screen, but that didn’t even phase me. It was sort of a tunnel between me and Abraham and everything else just faded away. Abraham was nice enough to let me finish, but then cut to the chase and focused on a topic that has been weighing on me and was the basis of my question that I did ask.

My husband of 11 years is very depressed and has just recently gotten bad enough to seek help. His depression has forced me to see things in myself that were my “monsters in the bushes”. The issues were core issues that have been there a very long time and have always been there under the surface. His depression caused me to resurrect the vibrations that were there and made me react in a way that wasn’t where I wanted to be. I am mostly a positive person, but his depression, and his reaching for better feeling thoughts like anger, caused me to come down to meet him where HE was. I felt out of control and unheard, unwanted and disconnected (just like when I was growing up).

Mind you, I don’t remember much about the conversation that Abraham and I had (guess there is something akin to post hot chair amnesia ) but will be getting a full set of the CD’s of the workshop and will fill in more specifics once I do get them. I do remember Abraham saying that there is no way to fix the situation and all I can do is attend to my vibration. I need to work MY way up the emotional scale and in doing so, perhaps be a beacon to help him find his way. I also remember them saying that the timing for this to happen is great and that all this contrast is making us BOTH shoot off some mighty rockets of what we DO want into vibrational escrow for an amazing future. That was very soothing to hear to me. Steve was exactly what was in my vibrational escrow 11 years ago and I really beleive that he is still what I wanted. The thought of not living happily ever after with him was quite upsetting to me.

So their sage advice was to tend to my vibration and work my way up the emotional scale and look for positive aspects and focus on what I want instead of what currently is and not care what anyone else thinks as I work toward that. I think I can do that.

I spent time, before my turn in the seat, listening attentively and taking it all in, but once I got back to my seat in the audience, I had no concentration left in me. I felt like I had stuck my finger in a socket (LOL but in a not painful way!) and I was just trying to regain my senses.

I had several people come up to me during breaks and thank me for being brave enough to talk about the depression as my question and Abraham’s answer had given them what they needed to hear. I never thought of it as being brave but rather as an opportunity to tap into source to get the answers that would help me get to where I so want to be. And I did get the answers and am so greatful for the opportunity.

In another post, I will tell you all about the workshop. There were some really amazing interactions beyond what I experienced