August 23rd, 2007
After my little rant last evening, I went to bed and had an ephinany. I married my mom! As I thought about how I was feeling, I felt that these emotions were very familiar to me. A theme in my life really which had a basis of my relationship with my mom. I thought I had all that childhood programming all sorted out, umm, well, I guess not!
First thing this morning, I sent a local EFT practioner, whom I have been emailing, an email which said “Okay, it is definitely time now. When can you fit me in?” It is definitely time to get this childhood issue sorted out because it is making it VERY hard to navigate the here and now in a productive way. I go for my first session on Saturday and I have a good feeling about it all. I think this is the start of me being able to “be happy anyway”.
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I can relate to you about the guilt. I am a stay at home Mom and when ever I leave our two young children with our husband (even to do something like grocery shopping) I feel guilty…like I have to hurry up. I am getting better at this. For me planning has helped. I went out for 4 hours on my birthday to the bookstore, I had my husband drop me off and pick me up so I couldn’t come home early.
I too find it more of a challenge to stay downstream when I am interacting with other family members.
You are doing such a good job!
I love how you can rant, but then remember!
I know you will continue to find your way to well being.
XO,
Melba
Rant… and then remember… Melba put it perfectly. I tend to do a lot of that myself.
I’ll be interested in seeing how it went with your local EFT practitioner. I’m thinking about finding one myself.
You have been tagged for The Personal Development List. (See my site for details), I would love to have you participate.
Thanks for the vote of confidence Melba
It is greatly appreciated. I am feeling that I am on my way as well.
Lyman, I will certainly let you know how the EFT goes. I have a feeling that will be a big helper as well. If for no other reason as to give me an insight into my husband. She is a MSW who specializes in Depression and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I have my fingers crossed for some emotional relief and better understanding.
Angry is 100% better than Depressed! And… then to know – to know geez – I don’t want to be here but — I am angry and I’m going to say it! And… I’ll come out of it..
I have certainly been there – done that!
And — then – when I sat in the hot seat with Abraham and they talked about my partner’s sudden transition as an opportunity…….
Phew — and then to see that – to see the opportunity amongst the pain and the anger and the road stopped looking so long…..
Looks like you have found your opportunity – as you have identified a pattern and you are taking the time for you to do your eft – Terrific!
Create a Wonder-Filled Day!
[...] I still believe that a lot of my vibrational discord is coming from my childhood programming. Abraham, in the latest workshops, acknowledges that many of the hard, fast, albeit totally wrong, upstream beliefs, we have are rooted in the past. They make it sound so easy, “just change the way you are feeling”. Is it as easy as that? Maybe but sometimes those past beliefs have a way of worming their way into the now almost invisibly but the feeling reaction is the same. Instead of dealing with the issue at hand for what it is, there can be a past programming cloak thrown over it all. [...]