My Goal - 45 Day Boundless Living Challenge

When I first signed up for this challenge, I wasn’t quite sure what my goal would be. We have a successful business. Financially, we are doing well. We have a wonderful home. My relationship is back on track and how I want it to be. My weight could use some work, but when I stopped and thought about it, I think that is a symptom of what I need to really work on.

I grew up in a home where no one was really there for me emotionally, I convinced myself that I really didn’t need anyone to get on in life. For the most part, that philosophy worked for me. I kept to myself with very few close friends. I thought this was good for me and I went on my merry way. I can interact well in business situations (we own our own online business). I can talk passionately about the focus of our business (fertility). I will talk computer geek with people until I am blue in the face and love every moment of it. Unfortunately, there aren’t a whole lot of people around here who “get” the whole internet thing.

When my husband got sick, about a year and a half ago, I realized how absolutely alone I really was. I really wanted to go out and make friends, but, truthfully, it makes me VERY uncomfortable striking up a conversation with people. I did pretty well when I started up a MeetUp group for the Law of Attraction and Abraham Hicks. That I LOVED talking about, but it turned into a situation where people seemed to be looking at me as a teacher. I was talking and they were listening. There wasn’t much in the way of getting to know people or forging friendships.

My goal for this challenge is to start forming friendships with some people locally and go out and have a good time with them. I want friends, dang it, people who I can talk to when I need to talk and people I can hang out with and have a good time.

It’s time for me to open that avenue of my life. I KNOW I have huge things to come in my life. I am just not allowing it in. I can create fabulously on my own, but the things that I could co-create with others has to be beyond what I could imagine.

My fears associated with this goal are substantial. I am always a little envious of people have have the natural ability to be at ease in public situations. I have so many things I need to deal with in order to feel comfortable with this. Sometimes it is just easier to hang out in my house, with my family, or online. I have the tools to help me (EFT for example) but I just don’t use them. I am not totally sure why. LOL anyone out there with EFT knowledge want to put together a script for not doing something you know would help?

I look forward to easing my fears and discomfort in dealing with this lifelong issue as well as watching you all achieve what you are looking to manifest!