Archive for December, 2007

Life is supposed to be fun — it is supposed to feel good! You are powerful creators, and you are right on schedule. . . .

Savor more; fix less. Laugh more; cry less. Anticipate positively more; anticipate negatively less. . . . .

Nothing is more important than that you feel good - just practice that and watch what happens.

Abraham-Hicks Perpetual Flip Calendar - December 10th.

I had a WOW! happening today but didn’t realize what was going on until after it was all done and over with.

It started with a friend calling and asking if we knew where to get a Wii. It is one of the hottest video gaming systems for the holidays and are VERY hard to come by this time of year.

I was off in the mall today, on a mission to find something. As I was walking through the mall, my ear started ringing. It has been doing that on an off recently but I never really paid it any mind. Right after the incident, I looked up and saw a GameStop across the corridor. I thought that perhaps they had a Wii but then rapidly poo poo’d that idea because if they did have any, there would be a huge crowd there.

The store I was in search of was right next to GameStop so I went there, had a quick browse and came out empty handed. I wandered into the GameStop to see if I could find anything for my boys and was totally floored! There was a young girl in there yelling that her mom was getting her a Wii! Apparently the UPS man had JUST come in with 3 Wiis.

Now, had I not talked myself out of going into the store, I would have been there RIGHT as Mr. UPS arrived and would have gotten the Wii.

Abraham, on a couple of different CDs, has said that ringing of your ears or odd twitches can be your source trying to communicate with you. I’m a believer now! And you can bet I will be paying extra attention to that ringing in the future!

I finally received the recording from the workshop. I was shocked to see that I actually got to speak with Abraham for about 30 minutes. They offered such amazingly clear guidance on how to be a parent to my children. The words spoken to me will be of great value to all parents. Actually, it can be applied to anyone you interact with.

I am going to pull quotes out of the recording as the days go on because there is such amazing guidance here, but for those of you who want to listen, I have included it below for you. It is a 30 minute clip of my time with Abraham.

Enjoy

The choice to follow love through to its completion is the choice to seek completion within ourselves. The point at which we shut down on others is the point at which we shut down on life. We heal as we heal others, and we heal others by extending our perceptions past their weaknesses. Until we have seen someone’s darkness, we don’t really know who that person is. Until we have forgiven someone’s darkness, we don’t really know what love is. Forgiving others is the only way to forgive ourselves, and forgiveness is our greatest need. –Illuminata by Marianne Williamson

I have a memory from many years ago, where I was driving and listening to a tape from Marianne Williamson where she was talking about forgiving family. I remember, at the time, that it made me VERY angry. I was in the midst of a family drama where I was playing the role of the victim. I had all the valid reasons about why I had the right to feel the way that I did. It was the truth in my eyes. Little did I see, at the time, that it did not serve me in the least, but rather, held me in a place I really didn’t want to be. I knew it felt horrible, but didn’t know what to do about it.

Through my discovery of Wayne Dyer and then Abraham, I have learned that Marianne did, indeed, know what she was talking about. I just wasn’t at a point where I could hear and understand the truth of her words.

I spent quite a bit of my life in a mild depression over what I wanted but was not able to get from another person. I always thought that someone else should act differently in order to make me feel better. Through the years, I have come to realize that couldn’t be further from the truth. The quote below, from Abraham, states it perfectly.

We say, Good Luck with that one. Because even if you could whip that one enough that that one would begin to behave exactly as you need them to be, so that you can feel better, there will be another and another and another and you just can’t control those misbehaving buggers. You just can’t do it. You must decide that you are going to line up with who you are. You must decide that you’re going to begin to see the world through the eyes of source. If you are to be joyful, you must see the world through the eyes of source. And by the world, we mean your government. We mean your mate. We mean your children. We mean strangers that you don’t even know. We mean those rascals in traffic. We mean everything you give your attention to, you’ve got to find a way to see it through the eyes of source.

Abraham-Hicks CD 9/15/07 - Chicago IL - CD 1

I have come so far in my journey. I am totally in awe of it all really. I never set out to “fix” the situations that were bad, but rather decided to focus on my happiness. I decided to be selfish. And that was the most profound decision I have ever made in my life.

We want to reactivate within you a determination that you are going to get hold of the Vibrational Relationship between you and You. Because you are Eternal extensions of Source Energy, and the Source Energy that is you loves you, and loves others. The Source Energy that is you knows your value; knows your worthiness; knows all of the wonderful things that are over here in Vibrational Escrow waiting for you, and will always be a vibrational match to those things that you want, and will never join you in your depression.
Excerpted from Abraham-Hicks Workshop G-5-28-05 — Chicago, IL

I have changed evolved dramatically in the last year. My trip to visit my mom would never have be entertained if I had not.

I received a call from my mom yesterday in regards to my trip back up north. The news she had to share was extremely less than positive but I wasn’t affected by it, at all. I am still going up there. Still in a positive frame of mind amidst the negative drama that is currently raging for her and my brother’s family.

While my mom was recounting what was going on, I felt lovingly detached from the situation. It was a bit surreal for me because after the call, I was recalling how I would have reacted in the past. I would have been sucked into the drama it all. I now know that they all will make it through what is going on and I don’t have to be drawn in. I know that I don’t have to get in their boats with them and paddle them in the direction that I think is better for them. I can let them do what they need to and still love them. I think, perhaps, that is seeing them through the eyes of source. It is an amazing revelation to me and it feels absolutely wonderful!