Archive for February, 2009
What I think and feel and what I get are always a match. And so, if I want something different than what I’ve been getting, I have to, somehow, generate different feelings.
Excerpted from the workshop in Los Angeles, CA on Saturday, July 26th, 1997
San Francisco 8-9-08When you feel that something is wrong, there isn’t anything to do about it other than make yourself stop feeling that something is wrong.
Now stay with us for just a little bit, because this is really important.
You see, still with all that you are coming to know about Deliberate Creation, still what’s stuck in so many of your vibrational craws is: “I still need to control something. The circumstances need to be adjusted in order for things to go well for me.”
That is never, never, NEVER true!!!
ALL you have to do is adjust your vibration.
And so Esther would complain, and this is the deeper and deeper level. She would complain:
“It’s hard to feel good when I see they are doing things wrong.” And then she would take it deeper and say, “But it’s hard to feel good when I FEEL they are doing things wrong.”
Are you staying with us here?
And what we are saying is: It might be hard to feel better when you are seeing things that are going wrong. And it might be hard to feel better when you feel things are going wrong.
But get off the belief system that says, “I’ve got to fix what’s wrong before I can feel better.” and find a way of feeling better before anything’s fixed.
And if you can find a way of feeling better before any of those things are fixed, Law of Attraction will fix those things. But UNTIL you can find a way of feeling better before any of those things are fixed, Law of Attraction cannot fix those things!
And people who can’t buck your current will behave exactly in opposition to how you think they should behave. Not because they don’t like you and not because they are being bad to you, but because they are swept up on the current of your vibration and they are co-creating with you on a level that is not satisfactory to you.
And that feeling in your gut is about your separation from who you really are and what you really want.
It doesn’t have anything to do with them. It doesn’t have anything to do with the circumstances.
Can you FEEL this???
It’s ALL about cleaning up your vibration.
Why?
To make your bus right?
No!
To make people like you?
NO!
To make them do a better job?
NO!!!
Clean up your vibration because it’s the ONLY way you will EVER feel good.
Clean it up because you want to feel good.
We want you all to realize you’ve got to make your vibrational adjustment for one selfish, singular reason. The vibrational adjustment just FEELS better.
[And then they told more of the story about them driving the bus away and discovering it still wasn't near right and asking them to come to fix it on the road, and they refused. And Jerry tried to encourage Esther to feel better and she said, "It's just TOO HARD." And then when Jerry was on the phone with them she heard Jerry say, ]
“We GIVE UP!”
And when Esther heard him say, “We give up” she said, “We give up! We give up! Uncle, Uncle, Uncle, Uncle, Uncle, Uncle, Uncle!’ You win! You win!!! We give up. We give up! We give up! We give up! We give up!”
What are you giving up?
Are you giving up your desire? Can’t do that!
Are you giving up what’s in your Vibrational Escrow? That’s not even possible, you put it there for all eternity!
What are you giving up?
We are giving up our belief that we can get to where we want to be by controlling YOU! We give up. We give up!
Ooooooooooooo, it feels so good to give up! We’ll just drive this bus until it won’t move forward. We’ll just point it toward San Francisco, and we’ll just keep going…
And then the indicator lights went off. And then the phone rang and the man said, “Where are you? We’ll meet you, where are you?”
And Esther said, “Gee! We should have given up 3 weeks ago! We should have given up a long time ago.”
And we say, “Just give it up!”
Quote from Abraham-Hicks transcribed by Connee Chandler.
I am on the final pages of the book Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia and found an amazing description of what I feel is a good description of what vibrational escrow is.
My thoughts turn to something I read once, something the Zen Buddhists believe. They say that an oak tree is brought into creation by two forces at the same time. Obviously, there is the acorn from which it all begins, the seed which holds all the promise and potential, which grows into the tree. Everybody can see that. But only a few can recognize that there is another force operation here as well — the future tree itself, which wants so badly to exist that it pulls the acorn into being, drawing the seedling forth with longing out of the void, guiding the evolution from nothingness to maturity. In this respect, say the Zens, it is the oak tree that creates the very acorn from which it was born.
I think about the woman I have become lately, about the life that I am now living, and about how much I always wanted to be this person and live this life, liberated from the farce of pretending to be anyone other than myself. I think of everything I endured before getting here and wonder if it was me, who is now dozing on the deck of this small Indonesian fishing boat — who pulled the other, younger, more confused and more struggling me forward during all those hard years. The younger me was the acorn full of potential, but it was the older me, the already-existent oak, who was saying the whole time: “Yes–grow! Change! Evolve! Come and meet me here, where I already exist in wholeness and maturity! I need you to grow into me!” And maybe it was this present and fully actualized me who whispered lovingly into that desperate girl’s ear, “Go back to bed, Liz…” Knowing already that everything would be OK, that everything would eventually bring us together here. Right here, right to this moment. Where I was always waiting in peace and contentment, always waiting for her to arrive and join me.
Page 329-330 Eat, Pray, Love
Abraham Talking About Vibrational Escrow
If you could see an aerial view of your life, an aerial view, where we are seeing you, electrically, it’s like you are standing here, and over there is a doorway, and on the other side of the door is lined up all of these things that you’ve been wanting. They’re just leaning on the door, just waiting for you to open it. They’ve been there from the first moment you asked for them: Your lovers, your perfect mates, your perfect bodies, your perfect bodily conditions, all of the money that you could ever imagine … all things that you’ve ever wanted. Things little and big. Things that you would call extraordinary and significant, and things that you would call not very significant. Everything that you have ever identified that you wanted is lined up right outside that door. And in the moment that you open the door, all things wanted flow to you.
Abraham-Hicks recording G-5-16-00
So, it’s all out there ready for you to allow it. It’s that allowing thing that trips us up so often doesn’t it?
Anyone got a magical “allowing spell” out there because I KNOW what is in there, but just not sure how to orchestrate the allowing. Maybe that is the problem, trying to orchestrate too much.
Hmmm… actually maybe it isn’t the orchestrating, but rather trying to play all the instruments perfectly that makes the masterpiece so long in the coming. We just need to allow the flow of it all to happen and allow the Universe to orchestrate it all for us.










